In her early years, she really wanted to become a writer. She grew up with loving parents that encouraged her. Since she was determined, she had good grades at the university and her first novel became best selling. She got to have a loving husband that she is also wanted too. Then she had to keep writing since it was what gave her the income to spend. A new idea pops in for a wonderful novel on gambling, getting her to gambling losing all the family worked for. She did have her novel as she wanted but loosed her family. Yeah she wanted to be a writer but she never wanted it to get in the way of the family she always wanted. How conflicting can our wants get? Judge your wants.